Lost but finding my way a little at a time.

I am half way thru my block leave and I am happy to say things are pretty normal again. I am not so uneasy around people and have relaxed a lot. I am also sleeping a lot better. I still feel guilty if I am still in bed at 730 in the morning. It is weird watching the news. I see what is going on in Iraq and cannot help but feel like I should be there doing something. I think being around my family has helped a lot though. I am happy I was able to come home and have them waiting for me. They have kept me so busy I have no choice but to get back to normalcy.